Well these past few dayz have been hell. Me and Matt broke up then gto back together then the next day he breaks up with me again and i hit rock bottom. We have been together 11 months and 16 dayz. And its all becuz his best friend Bill took advantage of me when i was drunk and shit and he didnt want to believe that he would do that. Well finally he realized that Bill did do that and asked me abck out personly i think i was dumb for saying yes but i couldnt help it i love him. wut do u think? I dont feel right when im with him but at the same time i do cuz i was just starting to feel better and feeling like it was going to be o if we didnt get back together. I went and hung out with my good friend, and we watched kill bill 2 and then something really weird happened we kissed and i know it was soon cuz i was still upset over matt but when he kissed me i didnt even think about him. i have liked this guy since i was with my ex David and now it was really weird cuz i had my chance with him but i know it would never work out becuz he is going away to college and i would never see him so i guess its bets to just stay friends. i only wonder if he feels the same.